>>21788
ah goddamn. im not victim, sure I am naive person, diagnosed with autism variant called social delay developmental disorder?
I'm not that young 25. Yeah weird for to have never had a relationship in my life but thats because I used to be very depressed and locked myself in my roomwhatever.

But I choose to have relationship with him. I choose to add him you don't know the way we met on 4chan. I had talked to him before and checked a month into a relationship and saw he posted a vocaroo of him reciting a paragraph from the lolita book. Yet I concsiousll willingly added him, and we became LDR bf and gf. I do not deserve to be empathized with. All this pain of heartbreak and frustration and suffering strining along that he will change for me, I deserve. When I added him he was making vocaroos about fantasizing about cutting young girl necks and talking about as young as possible, 18 because that's legal. I still added him, I still added him I deserve no sympathy I did not get abused.

>>21789
He's not sex offender he is just fixated into way too young. I dont think he would ever harm someone and real relationship would stick to +18.

Sorry right now Ican not be rational due to heavy emotion from this.