>>3428
this is a horrific photo of me where you can tell by my eyes im absolutely high as fuck. completely trashed. but all posting it does is remind me i was the lucky one to have quit and survived especially with any will in the first place. i ended up having a psychotic episode and a seizure when I quit cold turkey and went to the psych ward then struggled for a bit longer but I have a clear comscious now. yep I look strange and ive made mistakes and some people hate me. some just because of how I look or who i am. but not everyone and even if its hard ive found people that care about me who i care about too. ill never lose at everything even if Im not winning either u kno