>>36015
>screwed Ken's brain permanently
Drugs do that.

>older guys that abused her
When I found this place I thought of that, I felt sick and affectionate for K, BUT:
1) I avoid her life, yet learned that she's living with a fiancee/husband... she's with someone, if anything my life is more tragic because I haven't found a woman to be the mother of my children.
2) Years back, she sent me ~2 pics she took with her favorite singer, then I teased her telling her I felt jealous so she'll feel good about herself... she was happy.

>find God
I pray twice a day, and wish K marries someone who prays three times a day (see Didache). The only time I went to church this decade was when I was asked to be with a zoomer girl.

>repent
I did, even wrote a book about it. I lied when I implied it was for attention. I did it because I wanted to apologize 1,000,000 times, BUT didn't want to annoy K with apologies. This is why I never posted the book in other places. The line "kiss every wrinkle adorning your face" was LITERALLY a reference to active repentance.

>therapy
The people I met since last night nicely changed my worldview.