>>36575
Yeah exactly, something like that, it's as if she never turns off her character for the sake of getting the interactions she admittedly said she lives for but at the same time even when she wants to seem genuine she comes off as not really being into the things she allegedly likes and that's why her supposed interests seem forced and that's why as this anon also pointed out >>36537 anyone who isnt part of her circlejerk on twiter or wherever else she goes to online and I'd say even irl justs sniffs out the fakeness, so she just retracts back into her echo chamber where she'll get a false glimpse of emotional support which in relaity its just like I said an echo chamber by people who will never be completely honest because their fear of being thought of as mean or whatever weak reason
At this point her true emotions and vulnerabilty existing are even debatable since she bases her entire persona on what people might think is cool or whatever she copies off people she thinks are cool but never really being sincere, which permeates into her way too obvious self disregard as seen in her reliance on shallow approval
Shit I think I got too carried away but Im drinking and I decided to give it a real thorough thought to find at least an explanation to why she acts the way she does