>>41592
I know what you mean, friend. Maybe not to the same extend as you, but still. I'm not sure if it's good or bad, but I've been living in "bare minimum" mode for a while now, and I can't complain, though I don't really care about excessive riches. I recommend looking into passive income, minimalism, and ways you can "minmax" your income\expenses.
And importantly, never fully close yourself off from others, including women. You can dislike their actions and behaviors, but mentally closing yourself off isn't worth it. Keep the door open.