Anonymous 12/15/2023 (Fri) 21:03 No.42202 del

>placed in shit-hole country
>have a master degree in cs and some non-degrade hobbies
>have a half-time job that pays for rent and covers basic needs
>had been 29yo virgin, but finded gf that cute and make my life somehow better, but feelings are shredded and anhedonic mindstate doesn't leave me out even when she is attending me (long distance relationships)
>in this particular year my lovable cat passed away and my father diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, now he didn't speak and metastases started to grow after surgery
>stopped smoking weed after episode when ER come up for my father life threatening status and they did everything to leave us without actual help - weed is not the case, but now I don't want to dream myself away in any way

life is good man