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I don't know who you might be and I'm a little wary about dropping socials, but thanks for the words of advice. You say some pretty sensible things and it really does help to take my mind off this and see things more clearly, despite the disappointment which still sucks so much.
I can't help but still feel a soft spot for her even after everything that's happened, but I guess that has more to do with the memories and the fondness attached to who I thought she was and who I thought I was to her. It doesn't mean I'll let her bring me down again.