>>50531
So you talk to a girl for a half a year, fall in love with her, make plans to live toghether, prepare everything and... then you break up because she's mentally ill and from an abusive household, but you already knew both things, what? This story makes no sense.
Did she ghost you for pursuing someone else or did you break up with her because she was cheating on you? Come on, be honest. 90% of the times e-relationships with these girls have one of those two endings.