>>52150
>im sorry if i seem petty
It doesn't matter what you look like to us.
Or what people here think, actually.
There will always be orbiters, haters and people who just get off on you.

>its kind of a double edged sword
It's really not.
Nothing you do will ultimately change anything here, it is a completely futile endeavour. How you're not realizing this board is the epitome of nihilism is beyond me. Even most anons here are surely aware of it.
You're not going to change anybody's mind with nothing you'll ever do.

But since you keep doing it, the only conclusion anybody can arrive to is you enjoy these meaningless "discussions".