>>54397
>The fact I have people here who like me a lot is really just a plus!!!
It's not. Have you not seen what's been of the entirety of all the other e-girls who, like you, have come and gone through agatha and r9k? Asking this seriously, why would you want to follow their footsteps? Are the 20+ cautionary tales of girls doing the exact same stuff you're doing not enough for you to not see how fruitless this is and how it ALWAYS ends up badly even if the promise of attention and fake "friendship" is alluring at the start?

Now I'm not being a whiteknight here asking you to stop it because I know you won't, just like none of the other e-girls before you did, I'm just genuinely curious maybe even in a biological way to see how women justify doing this over and over and over and think "it's gonna be different with me", or maybe just accepting they enjoy the attention because they don't get it anywhere else. In any case I'd just like an honest answer. I want an insight into your brain to see how e-girls thought process goes that makes them behave this way and ignore the tombstones of all the other egirls before them laying there before them.