i got like 300 words to left for this one paper but i got one more paper and tmr im doing 2 more experiments and i got 2 shorter but handwritten reports due thursday i cant do this without heroin bra i used to write a report in 6 hours when i used to start with a ritalin and heroin iv speedball nd would reward myself with heroin when it ended and now i cant even do one in 2 whole ass days like 0 motivation. I NEED HEROIN IN MY LIFE! also when i started using oxy and the first time i visited my therapist she told me she saw me doing really good and told me to "keep doing what youre doing" TBH DESU LIKE I ONLY FOLLOWED HER ADVICE IF YOU CATCH ME LIKE... IT WAS GOING GOOD JUST REALLY SICK AND STUFF AND MISERABLE
bro but the most thing i miss is nodding at the trap house and i wasnt scared of the men cuz they had hoes and noone getting horny on heroin lol. omg and the girls would make instant ramen and shitt... eat once a day.. first one to wake up fills coffee (the sink was soo full of dishes and liquids of all kinds [coffe, beer, wine, orange juice, tap water, food excess...] and what not and there was MOLD in the liquid though and the whole kitchen smelt ass and the tv was next to the kitchen wo a door so we wopuldnt watch tv just open spotify and sit in the other cramped room)
THOSE WERE THE DAYS BRO.... AND THE BEST THING IS I WOULDNT HAVE TO TALK TO ANYONE CAUSE EVERYONE WAS TOO HIGH GENERALLY! AND IF I JUST CHOOSE NOT TO TALK ITS CUZ IM HIGH! o,mgggg,,...... i miss the crib bro

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its okay babygirl <3 just more content for you to research