the worst is when you actually get close to one of these girls, and its better than you ever dreamed, she awakens things inside you that were always dormant, you talk every day, and then one day she decides to take it all away and leave you, leaving a massive hole inside you that can never be filled. she has exited your life forever, and all your dreams have been annhialated. theres no more going forward, your life will always be at a standstill without her. she can never be replaced. this loss radiates through my entire body. i simply can not go on without her.