>>65252
Someone who personally knows her quite well, let's put it like that. I'll be as open as I can be and share some things people might not know about her.

>>65253
Totally, and one of the weirdest things to me is the way she manages to doublethink anything she decides to do on a whim even if she legitimately doesn't feel good about it by principle. It's as if it was her way of living with herself, but that also requires some capacity for empathy and mental fortitude which she lacks. She's cowardly, she knows this, but the way she tries to address that is so idiotic and badly focused it's almost laughable.
Her personality is a perfect canvas for issues like addiction and neglect to flourish, as they have.
Self deprecation is a bitch, especially for her as much self improvement she attmepts to do, which is why she measures her self worth on her intellect and her quote on quote experience. Or her skills which she tries to hone, but ditches as she ditches other things.