>>70398
she never showed vulnerability with anyone as far as i know, always repressed her emotions and tried to be tough, she was really like a man in many ways and that's why i believe it was suicide, people who do heroin and self harm are not happy people. most vulnerability she ever showed was admitting that she was getting bullied at school and talking about her struggles with her family but never opened up about her feelings, most likely she didn't think she was worth any empathy, she hated herself.