>>70759
Its most men and I know that for sure. Ive seen how they talk about women in real life, and it's utterly disgusting. What the fuck goes in you guys mind to even be like this. Funny enough because men never hold responsibilities, theyre left to do whatever they want because its in their nature to be like they are.
As for the other part, you are right Its my fault and im victimising myself, I just feel like shit and I want this to be over with but ill never get out of the rabbithole. I tried gaslighting myself that I would but im mentally inferior to take any action.