Down to Earth enough so that you could think in your delirium that you have a chance with her. Otherworldly enough so that you could think she's a fallen Angel from above the clouds, and if you so much as touch her - she'll disappear.
After all those years, I STILL can't get over her, the wound STILL opens when I see her.
I'm starting to think that I NEED to go and touch her so that she can disappear from my mind, otherwise I will be stuck in this limbo forever.
