>>7216
it's a fantasy. just hope you know that in reality you'd both probably hate each other or you'd be upset she's not as mystical as she seems from afar. the distance and her being unattainable is part of why you like her so much. there's no winning. all you can do is try to stop obsessing tbh. it sucks. it feels euphoric and harmless in the moment but then you realize how creepy and lonely you are.