I don't know why I miss you so much lately.
It's like a relapse to the first year without you.
Nobody talks about you anymore. Yet you're still so vivid to me.
I wish something would happen but I don't really know what. It seems like it's over and just as much as that's a relief, it kills me inside. I wish I knew what was going on. I wish you could just be honest with me.
Well even if it's all over and we never speak again, please don't give up. I think you should work for something good. Don't be used and abused by people who don't care about you. Try to get away from your terrible family and find some people who want what you want. Take care and love yourself. Try to make your life what you want it to be.
