its garbage truck outside i havent slept watch orange is the new black brcsuse im so nauseous and i cried about my cat who will die before me and how will i even go to another country with him like im so scared to leave he is everything i have my care for him is what gets me out of the bed and no amount of medicine can help me i hate it i just wanf my depression to stop i will be drawing to feel better watching oney plays then if i dont sleep i dont know what ill do i cant bring myself toe at anything i habe had 1 pear 1 bowl of matcha yogurt and this korean thing thats like 20 cal kitkat and eberything is getting worse but i will make it through for my friends you guysnthanknyou for supporting me even though if its justmfor my body im thankfulmfor you
