>>90458
because i am very stupid and retarded and cant make friends. i also had a huge bully group in hs which hindered my social friendliness but i foudn some good people thar like video games and anime and a girl that cosplays, i love them a lot, but i never met someone i liked other than a girl i DIABOLICALLY FUMBLED that was in medicine.
anyway, i dont know why and i know people will forget me when i hit the wall. i dont like to think aboht future, it scares me. i just live in the moment.