10/28/2022 (Fri) 00:26
Oh, you've mistaken me for anon. I should have mentioned that I'm not him.
I have plenty of confidence, if you can't already tell. I don't have trouble with women at all. I just don't sleep around. It's a good thing I'm not promiscuous too. I've avoided some bullets. Two past coworkers that wanted to sleep with me had STDs. I found out from a coworker that one girl had HPV so I asked her about it and she became angry with me. Another coworker had gotten HIV from her husband and she wanted to sleep with me and wasn't going to tell me she had HIV or even that she was already married. She broke down in tears and told me that it was her husband who gave her the HIV because he didn't tell her he had it. He was a black guy that she had cheated on her first husband with. She was a really cute redhead too. Same thing happened with my brother, his wife cheated on him with a black guy and she got HIV. She died in 2020 from complications resulting from it. My dad had hepatitis C and he suffered greatly from it all because he was promiscuous after my mom left him.
I've had a lot of crazy girls come on to me too. I don't want to risk knocking up a woman I don't intend to marry and sure there is contraception but there is still a chance it can fail. I don't agree with abortion and I wouldn't want to run into someone special only to be turned down by her when she discovers I already fathered children with other women. I've also noticed that stepfamilies tend to be fraught with drama and infighting. There has only been one girl I've gotten close to and she ended up hurting me. She slept with my roommate and then abandoned me for a friend who had more money. Every other girl I've dated, I've never escalated it beyond just hanging out. I don't really go on dates. Everytime I've gone on a date, I was tricked into it by some girl I'm not even attracted to. It's cringe when you go out to eat with a friend and they hint at you it's a date then get all clingy afterward. People mistake me for being a prude but I'm not. I'd rather keep my dignity intact. I'm also not an incel looking for a trad wife. I could totally date my opposite. I actually want to be with someone who will challenge my way of thinking and doing things. I need someone who will keep me on my toes because I tend to hibernate.