11/08/2022 (Tue) 02:38
I had another dream about Ashley last night. She wasn't actually in the dream this time and the dream didn't really have much to do with her. I was using a laptop and was on the tranny board. It looked a bit off but I knew it was that board. I couldn't read anything, but I knew what the discussion was about. All I could see was the thread posts but couldn't really make out any of the text as it was blurred. Everything was scrolling by fast though. It was like being in a chat, not like using an image board at all. Which gave me an idea for an Ashley themed chat that looks like the old 8ch board. I was talking to Ashley, I don't know how I knew that, but I just was. Ashley said that she was planning on actually transitioning ftm and was saving up money to do so but changed her mind because of something I said to her online and she thanked me for it and said she doesn't know what to do with all this money she saved now. Then I asked her to come back and make videos again. She's already back and doing that though? So I have no idea why I was insisting on her doing that? I was in the living room of my dad's old house where I first dicovered /ashleyj/ on 8ch back in 2015. She told me she would share the money with me but I told her I had to go tell my dad so he would know to lock the door when I left, which was something I always had to do when staying with my dad. So I guess I was going somewhere to meet up with Ashley? The other odd thing about this dream was our old kitchen had wood paneling like Ashley's old bedroom and when I went into the kitchen to tell my dad I was leaving, and he actually was in there in his underwear which I later found funny because he would get up in the middle of the night to raid the fridge irl, I was transfixed by the wood paneling like it was an omen or something. The dream was mostly about my family. My dad and my little brother. My dad is dead and my brother is incarcerated but Ashley is back now. How things have changed. It had me wondering earlier how things would have been if Ashley had never left? Maybe she was there the entire time and we just never noticed. I think it would be neat if Ashley went to the old 8ch board on the internet archive and pointed out a few of her posts that she could remember making.