Anonymous 08/19/2022 (Fri) 08:57 No.5449 del
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I've never had to swear on the Bible before. I have no criminal record and I've never been called to the witness stand. I've never had a restraining order put on me. I've had a friend I previously attempted to date come forward and apologize to me for treating me so unfairly in the past. We haven't been friends in nearly a decade. She's about the closest I've ever come to a restraining order but she was literally doing everything to me and at the time I couldn't figure out why she was treating me that way because she was never like that before. We had been friends since elementary school and she approached me about dating. I made the mistake of telling her I liked her back. Things didn't work out but I never expected her to not want to have anything to do with me ever again. I never struck her, threatened her or even became angry with her. Nothing I did was ever good enough for her and I couldn't meet her expectations at the time. I just felt like she abandoned me and I never meant anything to her. Our previous friendship felt like a lie. It made me not ever even want to attempt to be in a relationship with anyone ever again. It's bad enough when you already have a skewed view on marriage because of your parents divorce and their behavior afterwards but it's even harder on you when someone close to you hurts you like that and also it being your first ever relationship so you're incredibly naive. I didn't recognize that verse until I looked it up and I have heard that one before, lol. NSFW in the discord has been cleaned out and some anon have deleted their previous account or deleted their old posts. I remember all the gay porn you Rosefags used to post daily. It's why I only lurked the server for the longest just incase one of you faggots got news on Ashley. Some of it is still there if you scroll up far enough. I only have one image in my wallpaper folder that's not a default and it's my current desktop background. I don't keep porn saved to my computer. Only incels do that. I am repenting. I've had a lot of unfortunate things happen to me these past two years. So after someone tried to murder me with a knife in my home one evening, I began looking for answers and finally did what my grandpa once did when he thought he was going to die after I found my old Bible on this abandoned property of mine I haven't lived in since 2012. So I opened my Bible and immediately saw the verse Jeremiah 32:23. It struck me but I disregarded it and thought to myself I'm going to need a better sign than that. Then I was struck by lightning the next day after I was awoken by the rain while sleeping on the couch there and had walked out onto my back steps to wash my face since I had no running water. No one believes me. You don't have to believe me. I'm not trying prove anything to anyone. It means something to me and that's all that matters. After reading on it further, you can actually be struck by lighting and survive without a scratch on you although it's extremely unlikely. It's like being shot and the bullet impacts something in your pocket instead of killing you. Maybe I was standing in the right spot? Maybe it was meant to only put the fear of God back in me? Odysseus had to be reminded as well. Now quit making me post textwalls. You're not gonna troll me by making me mad.