>>1011177
Because I was autistic and extremely introverted and a non-drinker, and because my family and the people around me who were social were generally drinkers, I figured alcohol might make me socialise normally with people. I figured there were two types of people: normie social drinkers, and weird introverted non drinkers like me. I was unaware there's also a third group, of anti-social fuckup alcoholics, until I started hanging around mental health groups online and places like this.