I literally want to die. I don't see anything good about life, and in fact this is what Ecclesiastes's final words were. All is meaningless and the only thing that matters is to love God and keep his commandments. There is no purpose to any of this. From moment to moment, every decision people make results usually in something worse. There is no forgiveness or understanding by people. They put me (and others) in bad situations and wonder why I want out of it and why it causes so much stress. They have no empathy, and they receive an unempathetic response back after allowing them time to forgive. If you're a good person, the world will hate you and make you out to look like the bad guy. There is no point in doing anything at all. Sit and wait to die.