>>77677 >brought it back around to the cards again
i still like the cards, problems like distraction, mind wandering, trying to bite off more then i am able to chew, or just the slight loss of concentration ability from enjoying a small dose of the good hemp are enough to fall of the wagon i have noticed.
but if there is literally a small little physical representation placed in front of me with a pen where i am keeping notes on (the card), there is no chance i go on a tangent so far that i don't come back to what i am doing before.
the physical representation aspect, being physically present as opposed to being a digital txt file, turns the distribution of attention in order to manifesting goals into a ritual i am participating in. this kind of helps anchoring the concentration.
i think the fundamental difficulty i am trying to address with all my manifestation research and experiments is this: i notice i get ideas on what stuff i want to do NEVER WHEN I HAVE THE TIME to do them but always when i am the most busy with other stuff and when i don't have time to jump to it. if i am to do it, i have to do it later and in order to do it later i have to find a way to re-find it after i have forgotten it.
when i don't write the idea down it will just drown in the stream of thoughts, emotions and events, maybe emerge once or twice but ultimately end up forgotten. also there is the inevitability of my gridlocking every system i have ever built. no matter what it is, i will fill whatever system up with ideas so hard that the entire system becomes clogged. i reached the amount of cards where i am discouraged from doing anything because the size of the cardstack became too intimidating. THIS HAS HAPPENED MANY TIMES BEFORE. i always scale up the system when this happens...
i am getting better though, i can tell. i am preparing for travel and i used checklists like this
