>>81199 You're not looking past the material, little fella.
There are many more facets of this illusion than you care to realize. The whole entire world is an illusion built from out of material, and by material I mean crude oil, calcium deposits to make human beings, proteins to make human semen, metals to make computers, and so on.
You are stuck in the material illusion and unless you see through the trick you will be fighting for survival until you're dead in the ground and never live again.
Everyone dies, but you are obsessed with holding onto life even in the most turbulent times the world has ever seen.