>>20293 This shouldn't need to be explained, but posting fetish art on random boards when your underage isn't received kindly. It a indicates everyone else in this gray position, where they seeing posts from a minor who refuses to stop posting about his diaper fetish to everyone.

I was molesting as child and was exposed to fetish shit online that my autistic brain soaked. I fixated on ABDL because it felt more safe to me that actual sex. In an ideal world my parents should have keep me away from the internet, but at this point it's too late.

What you do now to handle your issues is what matters going forward. If there's any trauma you dealt with find someone you can talk with to help resolve it some way. You can't find that person this on broad or online, but in only in your real life. Abandon your online persona, it's too tainted to be redeemed and make one that means something.