that sounds like a great way to approach self-actualization and creativity... if you have one idea per month. just work on the idea to completion and then return to idleness for 4 more weeks until the next idea. maybe you are a zen master living in the moment so fully that you are not aware of the complex decisions you are making and priorities you are setting.
how do you navigate feeling like in this and having so much things that are interesting and worthwhile to you that you don't even know what to do first. don't you feel like you don't want to waste your time in this short life and make the best of it? don't you know the feeling of wanting to read 10 books at once?
