This one anon was speaking the truth so I had to put it here for the record.
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you can look at literally any sphere of bonbi's life right now and it's the worst it's ever been

she isn't really growing (fame-wise) any more
her looks are plummeting
her relationship is an internet-wide joke
she's violated like 90% of everything she used to vocally stand for (I hate pedophiles, I'm not going to monetize my content, I'll never show my body)
she's having to become an adult wagie

she has every reason to be depressed