Whenever Bonbi goes on those rants I feel really uneasy. I'm not the type to go out of their way to try to interact with her and I recognize the parasocial shit going on, but at the same time I've been posting in the /bbg/ since the very beginning so I'm definitely one of the creeps she would despise. Makes me wish I could drop this entirely but I can't because I have this weird investment and I kind of hope I get to see her find success in life or something. It's fucking bizarre.