I used to look down on simps before I fell into this rabbit hole and still like to think that I am different. I resonate more with the drama around her. It helps me with recalling and processing past memories. I create art for myself as a form of self-therapy (nothing bonbi related) and whenever I have integrated a big chunk of my past, symbols, colors and themes from my artwork are manifesting in all areas of my life. Sometimes I can see them in her tiktoks as well. It gives me a nice sense of synchronicity, which is why I still watch her stuff.