- - - PART 4 - LOVING A SNAKE- - -
(In that she weren't actually true to herselves and were lying to people IRL. But that's another story. This how I felt toward her and she changed)

I spent a long time here, and honestly it's all very confusing to me.
I'm still figuring out what's going on.
That being said, bonbi's content gave me a unique perspective.
That girl is the realest person I've ever met.
She is genuinely a very positive person, and I have always been curious how she gets so much popularity.
I was intrigued and wondered about that for awhile.
Bonbi has a real knack for making people smile, which got her a lot of fans.
Her content is always genuine, and she has an incredible sense of humor and style.

Of course, I didn't appreciate these qualities in the most important aspect.
After months of binge watching content like this, I can't seem to shake a nagging feeling that it was all bullshit.
Maybe because I couldn't stop feeling manipulated.
I can't really feel connected to any of these videos unless I'm laughing.
But maybe this is a good thing, because it's impossible to feel emotionally invested in watching someone else's self-expression.