I have totally lost track of which posts are from each of you...

Not him (you?). My point is that salivating over seeing one girl do porn does smack of incel inexperience. With a bit more experience you will move on from just wanting to see titties etc and realize its a bit meaningless when its someone you will never meet irl.

In other words, good news Bro! When you actually get a girl to not run away from you in disgust they are even better than the trashy pictures you like. Remember that and it might help you cope.