what the fuck is going on what the fuck is going on what the fuck is going on what the fuck is going on what the fuck is going on

I'm back to feeling physical pain and mental anguish again...

I called her a whore again and again but now I see she's only a product of her fucked up environment...fuck I'm being brought back to pre-april times...I always thought I just wanted to see her naked and fucked on camera but now I only want to see her covered up in a blanket and surrounded by love

fuck everything