>>5262
Gosh, that is some powerful stuff. I appreciate it. (I'm the one you were responding to there BTW.) It's always been awesome the amount of creativity in tributes Bon inspired in her fans.
Discovering porn at 8 must've been quite horrible. I'm lucky I didn't then but it still ended up messing my mind up pretty bad. Like you, as I delved deeper into perversion I came to hate it.
That's why I feel so much gratitude to Bonbi. It wasn't just her, but she helped show me there was true aesthetic beauty in the world. The disgusting, degraded porno goggles I saw the world through weren't the truth.
It's so bitterly ironic how she's fallen... I wish I could help her the way she helped me. I think she hates herself now and probably can't imagine anything better... I wish I could show her the truth, that she's worth infinitely more than she thinks she is, and she deserves better.

I only want her to be happy. The way you only want a daughter or sister to be happy. I'm not disgusted by her now as much as I think it's tragically sorrowful. I know there is still the real Bonbi somewhere within the wretched person we see now.
God, I feel if I had to sit alone in a box for a hundred thousand years to help her, I would do it.