We desire to be God (God's desire,God's goal) and to get all the positive attributes that are associated with it. We try to get as close as possible to be omnipotent, omniscient and omnipresent, even if we think that these attributes are most likely to be impossible to achieve in practical terms (>>195).
If in the definition of God, God has to be truly omnipotent, omniscient and omnipresent (as Christian theology says), then I believe that God never existed, God doesn't exist and God will never exist.
