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> I sometimes think that my dreams and my mind might be influenced by external forces
Unfortunately this happens. CIA psiops units and some other less official have been messing with me for a long time. Those in specific have no local ability left now, last time they hired some indians to try and infiltrate my dreams. After those were incapacitated, they brought in some group from South Korea, but that effort never got off the ground because I have allies in Korea who stopped them the minute they tried.
These are your personal battles however so maybe you won't have them. I've been interested in CIA and their methods (we've used what's officially available of their research like the PAS "personality assessment system" https://www.pasf.org/ with some success) so I don't see them as enemies, but that doesn't mean I will tolerate parts of their organization attacking me. They have to learn some decency and to respect those superior to themselves (learn the hard way, in this case). Currently the ones in charge have changed to the "martians" described by Kyle Odom. This is a different topic but it's still very related, so in short; there are incarnated non-humans of a very advanced species here, possibly from Mars. Bill Gates is probably the most well known of them. After some initial scuffles they accepted a non aggression deal, so as much as they control US intelligence, that faction won't cause any problems.