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The godhead in my experience is what you see while peaking on dmt or simular drugs.I can explain it as a psychedelic face made up of machinations of different mosaics. it is a mystery and you can break apart christianity but you can not defeat the holy spirit which is the feeling that there is a god and jesus ask for god to show himself to you and its a strange mid life crisis kind of thing and I am being candid about it most christians won't. If you are raised christian and there is a direct opposite to that. While I am trying to grow as a person its not bad to have that as a default worldview. Its hokey its old hat whatever. Why is there a fucking revelations thing where christians have to be beheaded. I don't want to be beheaded. Why am I a christian? It feels right. Because when you let jesus take the wheel you become able to fucking be of god and expose dirty masonic satanists and its scary but the cross and jesus keep the darkness out of the way. It is the only way it is the right way of living and that is how I feel about it. I am also a bad person in that I can hold a proposition in my mind of opposing worldviews so I understand where you are coming from but I am not much of a theologian I use sort of a chaos shamanic approach and of course thats not christian I use memetics as a technology while also abiding to the lord jesus christ. Its the only way to rebel in a fallen world.