>She has a colostomy bag supposedly due to "inflammatory bowel disease" but more likely has a ruined rectum from childhood rape by the lodge
While everything I have recovered from the back burner of my brain regarding my own SRA, I sometimesx find myself empathizing with some of these people to a certain extent. There was no sexual abuse in my case, only physical; particularly being a "burnt offering." Obviously, there are those who know in advance (particularly adults) that what they want to become piece of is relevant to their own nefarious interests, but they weigh the pros and cons and deem it worthy. I suppose they should have studied the "Justice" tarot card more.

On a different note; BO or anyone else: If you are lucky enough to have found a bible which belonge to a masonic individual with highlights, notes, and a key based off of the different colors of highlights and things like that, you may be able to find many of their secrets. They often times use the Bible to convey messages and use extensive cross referencing that will tell you privileged information without ever leaving behind any regalia, literature, etc. I've been finding warning from beyond the grave which are proving more significant through study.
Being alive is more sobering by the day.