Hey bernd, do you ever get that feel like you are going to die soon? I am fat and tired, I gained too much weight over winter and I constantly wake too early with nightmares. The only times I don't feel tired, I feel anxious like my heart wants to pop. Even masturbation just depresses me now so I rarely do it.
Is this what getting old feels like? This sucks!
What do you guys do for fun? Is getting drunk as good as I remember?