>>19631
>I actually hate talking about it though because it's so pathetic to even complain about.
I feel the exact same way but I also fear that my lack of ability to act on it will be my undoing
I shouldn't and usually don't complain because I haven't ever tried to fix it but I know nothing will ever change. I'm considering downloading a dating app, and have for many years said that I would once X thing happens in my life (it has now happened) but I just can't get myself to actually act upon or nor feel anything but apathy towards doing so