>>22687
> I may decide to retire completely and live my last of my days completely offline,

Ehh it's fine dude. It could be a whole lot worse. Like living in a War torn failed African republic bad. I don't think you have it that bad.

Just don't give things too many thought and just keep moving forward in life. Focus on things like family, friends, and your culture/ancestors and you'll get over all the mess you see.