Anon 04/05/2018 (Thu) 19:42:12 No.1158 del
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>I'm now a bucking school consoler! Isn't that spending time worrying about others?
Well, you worry about yourself while giving advice nd teaching the mistakes that shouldn´t be done in the future. The bright parts and hits from the past should be as equally rememebered as our mistakes. The best and worst of both sides bring us a more open and mature view for future topics.
>I cannot be trusted with but I don't want to be a simple pony either
are you a background pony with no personality? are you a literal nobody after dealing with loyal figures several times with familiar vibes? Look at who has supported you in To Where and Back Again, Celestial Advice and Uncommon Bond. Sure those maybe not as loved or famous as the Mane 6 but een if they have been outcasts in comparison, they have helped you to realize what you are and want to do. The friendship sure could be magic or not, maybe it´s a fallacy, but is it yours with Sunburst, Trixie, Maud, Thorax, Discord, Twilight and Spike? Those are very genuine ponies that love you as you are, not top 1, but not a disrepectful area either.

>A lot of ponies say that I'm like Twilight.
In theory, at one point Sunset was called like that. Moondancer is literally like her in her physical appeareance and in terms of personality,Twilight while not insecure on friendship, you are (or were). Maybe in 2016, you would be material for comparion for Sunset but the interactions are really different.
>far more than I deserve
if you are looking for punishment, consider the hard times as your punishment or the psychological phase as one. Not many would survive to such a thing like yours.
>something feels... hollow with how I am
hollow? by being the most complex character to deal in terms of personality that we have had to dedicate almost all the threads dealing about communist and ost redemption? Name me characters that have followed such distant yet, interesting phases to analyze and talk about.