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>I have some intentions and while nothing is clear, I see I can offer something. The way darkness is associated with such despective words and often looked upon kind of annoys me

Don't worry I get this. There are some things that are dark that I sometimes find cool that others I see casting as cringe. Even when ts of retively good quality. As has been said in the bat thread: bad fanfiction and the 2000s emo scene stank all over it from the a pop culture standpoint. Don't be afraid to bring any idea to the table.

>that´s what it is and has been. Everything that seems light hearted, can actually have its dark side. Not that it has to be a disgusting or gore version of reality, another that not many stop thinking.

Dark is more complex then just gore and violence. I especially love things that are subtly so. Usually combined with coziness as strange as that sounds. I think it comes from some of the darker times growing up. Oftentimes I felt I was more of an observer of bad things going on around me and felt like I was a background character with my own little slice of the world, if that makes any sense.

>Just that society gets attracted way too much into the good moments or make a lot of drama when things get harder.

I think society has a way to narrow and simple minded definition of a good moment. Though it would take me some thinking to articulate what I mean.

>oh my sweet Celestia, am I an Illuminatti yet? When will my 3rd eye come into my face?

You're working on it. All you need is to start recognizing the subtle influences around you meant to control society and read up on psychological operations.