>>1203 >there are a lot of people who have a lot of people who have a grimdark outlook I sometimes could open my eyes and put a face like a complete psychopath at certain times while listening to music and looking through the mirror. Not that I like showing it nor apply those psychopath acts because I am fine but I could cause a really bad impression if I put those faces in public. >the paranoia did cause me to start noticing tiny details in people, verbal ticks and little contradictions among others. It helped set my on a path on not being a mainstream consumer are you basically describing myself in terms of the mainstream? I may not be sure how much paranoia I have these days but in November 2016, phew lady, those events and radical changes of view during 4 hours have made me realize about a lot of things. I don´t know what could be considered creative but I guess it has helped to express myself a little bit different from other people. >Certainly better then emo-goth or reddit cynicism that people often consider "dark and insightful" these days. I suppose I am/was somewhere on that spectrum off and on in my life. There is dark music out there, just that it will be considered over time. Just because reddit considers it goth and insightful doesn´t mean it´s the best example to follow, it means those are the first to discover and talk about. Existentialism in terms of feeling suicidal or going through a rough period is way more common than people tend to believe. No one wants to give bad vibes to their close people and simply just smile in order to not make them worry. A sad thing at its core but what other effective solution could be done? >There is this understandable since that we have a target on are heads by the various mainstream institutions. The incorrect view on the things or conflicted part of the system. It doesn´t mean the chan is the devil, it means that it annoys their projects. I´ve heard weird stuff about it but I haven´t lurked /pol/ at all since early 2017. Either way, I believe there could have been DDos attacks in 4chan. >in some grad coordinated effort to destroy us specifically. Once and if there done legislating facebook and twitter we will have a bullseye on our heads by such forces at work. It kinda just spread from there into more tin foil hat territory. there are interest or paid people/volunteers to do specific shitposts over and over. I don´t mean nor I want to enter the tin foil territory either but it´s certainly true that /pol/ seems to lose their chan part because of an overwhelming and progressive traffic that goes over there. It´s really impossible to follow and tell which ones are just making propaganda or just shitposting. Really hard to tell for me.
>such crap as X has a suit case, must be another lizard man oh yeah, everybody is Rockefeller with a suit case and bkack glasses.
>at least a little fishy going on or may have some info that was obscured by the mainstream.
