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>I had lost hope seeing how people were rioting something fake in the US
The "hands up don't shoot" I take it? Or something unrelated to back lives matter?

> saw how they want cheap money by making the West population their prostitute for their interests, that we are nothing but little ants who are about to become or be replaced by robots, people protesting for SJW and not for actual matters
SJWs absorbed the pubic consciousness too much. Many of them fighting them don't understand that they aren't the ones who will take power, but merely be used to justify things for those who do. The big bussiness, the establishment who are all to varying degrees in bed with each other are influenced by them, but they have a differet endgame. Not to sound overly conspiracy.

>My illusion exploded and I didn´t know where to go, seeing things too dark for me or that somebody would go after me for noticing the "red pill". Whenever you realize those lies, you cannot go back to the bubble or refuge.
I understand this. Though for me I had entertained things kinda like this for years so I never had one slap in the face moment.

> I reached a point where the only reason to move forward was seeing the world burn along with my dreams lost. It seems that I am describing an edgy phase but those thoughts didn´t come for becoming edgy but facing another slap from the harsh reality.
Dark... this is not surface tier edgy, this is legit fatalistic thought. Can't blame ya though. Finding out such things all at once is not something that is easy. If you where of different or of mixed political persuasions that were in conflict of the concusion that was drawn then your pain fear and confusion would be even doubled. Like seeing how some people who thought of themselves as lefties shatter over the rise of the SJWs, (you still be left wihout being sjw though). It's a painful experience when things you trust or assume is true breakdown and it can cause you go in all manner of directions on its own.

>However, I believe that it´s not the race the problem but culture.I can interact perfectly with Latin, Americans, Europeans even I have a Chinese family as neighbors and they don´t annoy at all because they are doing their own business without harming others.
Me too. Even if there was some genetics that have some affect or intelligence, it's not enough to be a factor. Its all in values and environment.

I deiced to reply to the politics here as this could open a can of worms and I don't want to put to many replies in your project thread.