>>2055 >Most of the time when I really like something off the bat the hype fades quick. yeah, some may not get that philosophy of things growing on you. As we live in a world full of activity and stress, we do not have time to appreciate anything properly. And then, out of nowhere, it clicks. Normally the hype gets quick because it´s made to be consumed or because you got it during a phase and that would be it. Not much else can be said here.
>I have had this as well. and I have almost completely forgotten about them. I talk about them as a distant past because I don´t see them anywhere these days. Nobody gets the best contacts with the first try.
>I would to tell a joke and explain it, most of the time my jokes were very much something that only I uderstood. >Others, such as stuff relating to open sourced software (something even that I had a "reddit" level grasp of), geopolitics and the other random wanton crap that interests me was completely to myself. mostly random stuff and that few can get or around you if you see them on mobile or PC. Geopolitics with the poland balls meme (if I am not wrong) is a pretty popular way to find some easy laughs for all the family. The hardest part is explaining why I am laughing about something that you see on 4chan and you cannot share it at all. it would be absolutely retarded. Part of the fun cannot be shared to others because it would take either too much effort for it or because it´s dedicated for one strict group. Whatever it is, same thoughts on here.
>I had people tell me that I didn't act my age and adults who met me at random were often impressed though even then I was often too shy to talk to random adults. those impression causes difference and that difference caused marginalization in my case. Not all the times but I easily fitted as the weird one. The great irony is that while I talked to adults and even random ones sometimes, is that approaching one of my age was more fearsome for me than the random people. Somehow, I cannot explain it. Maybe it´s because I found them more abusive or more menacing in comparison.
>There was a couple points in my life where I had no peers my age as friends. Though admittedly the adults that influenced me the most were not necessarily the most normal in some regards but I think I stil get this. my family was fortunately normal and comprehensive (even though certain members are a bit distrustful) so I have not learned weird values nor outlandish situations for my education. I wouldn´t like to imagine if I had those special conditions, because the situations would get even weirder.
