>>2071
>Rapid changes of political views are painful. This post ultra hyper partisan era has been painful for many I"ve seen.
at least, it comforts me to check that I am not the only one who got surprised by this polarization. It got way too extreme and yes, it´s rapid because we check the news and social media daily. Just that I didn´t use them but alternative sites parallel to their own vision. Although I would have been a cuck if I stayed on social media,many things in my behavior would have changed. I guess I should appreciate that the long term changes made me a more rational person instead of receiving a slap in the face with my personal identity revealed in the middle of those tensions.

>Not like the 2000s with a bunch of kids slowly becoming liberal in adulthood just because of ineffective and disconnected right wing elite and most everything big subtly pro the otherway, but a far faster process where its like your foundations collapsed on you, but at this point I"m just repeating myself.
keep in mind that I am the only center-right wing of my entire family. The rest of my family are either leftists or socialdemocrats. My foundations would have been those values if I didn´t tune up with politics along with my friend and my personal research on the chans. They are somewhat ashamed that I turned in the other side of the spectrum despite desiring the same objectives they want. Sadly, they are willing to defend and blind themselves for the left faults. I love my family yet they don´t know how fast the events that are happening and they don´t surf on the internet at all. So I have earned a dissent view because of a different medium instead of a TV.
>I loved politics since a young age yet I too feel a since of darkness when I look too deep. I've honestly considered going apolitical as both a survival tactic and just because of getting tired off it all... but I would only be uninformed and unprepared if I did so fully, plus part of me still enjoys some parts of politics still.
it´s dark if you look too deep, yet when you discover it, you know that everything is not that dark. The key word is: interests. I would have desired to get uninformed and I feel those lines you have said, apolitical and avoid all problems. However, instead of avoiding the irreversible process, I have decided to stay with them until I get bored of them, getting a comfortable seat, some popcorn and judge slowly the things. Not the present ones too much but events in retrospective, they feel less tense and you can analyze with more objectivity.

There is a point where even the dark side doesn´t impress you and you get bored because everything gets repeated to death, trying the same things again and again for more power or money just with a different cover. You still have to care but your body doesn´t react as impressed as the first contact. I guess that moment of introduction served me to keep myself calm over all political things. Instead of rushing opinions so violently, taking a slow but not paused analysis out of it.