>>2727
>I am just basically acknowledging and admitting about that experience of mine, reflecting it in some way and entertain with these settings. Giving it a productive twist and make it OC material.
One of the best drives is experience. It is an intimate one and can be hard to translate the burden to certain personal observations, though I say it's a worthy effort.
is one I have considered as well, but is not a current focus

>ufff, that´s fucked up. I might have had obsessions about political stuff before but it never went into that direction of feeling so claustrophobic and alone relatively speaking until that event. You feel sucked into the void and betrayed to what you had believed before, breaking the columns you had cemented. All that chaos and rebuilding process leads to those symptoms that not many people would handle that well.
I may go more into later, but yeah didn't handle it well at all. I'm mixed into how much is me and how much was my environment and how serve but close ones to me swear that I was pretty insane for awhile well that description sure gives some interesting thought to one's head doesn't it?

>One must feel fortunate and proud to not have fallen into more stupid and over the edge decisions because of that and the lesson is that if you have survived to those experiences, barely anything else will challenge you as hard as that.
Agreed. One that haunts you strongly too...

>>2728
>this sparks an idea of writing a story about Daybreaker acting as the cute/nice side and Celestia as the tyrannic side....or at least draw a pic of putting both sides conflicted in a reverse world.
That sounds fun.

>I get what you mean. It´s that I was worried about stepping too much into the zone for its own good. Like trying to convey that dark feel without giving unnecessary tense vibes that escalate extremely into cliched edgy stories.
Oh I fully understand that. I seen plenty fics go this route that are considered even pretty good that I consider go far into edge territory to the point I have to roll my eyes.(Twilight has some point about balancing both sides rather than being blindly pro harmony, but is Celestia really that bad? You can be cool without being emo too... and she found out that Shining Armour is adopted so inscest is okay This fic I'm referencing is actually is/was pretty popular for awhile ) But one of the things that guards you against that is that is not an expression of rebellion with Daybreaker being your emotional outlet, but a state that you were from a unpleasant and traumatic one. Not saying there still couldn't be stuff to guard for but that this is a lower risk for the worst edge I see.